productive 5 October 2009
We are on night shoots this week – or at least days leading into darkness (ain’t it so autumn!). So that means that I still have a day’s work I can do before I head into The Acting (though this makes for a LONG day, my friends – kinda 2 days for the price of 1, sort of thing) and today was the start of just that – because, yes, it was bound to happen, my editor QUITE RIGHTLY wants to see some buke! I hope to replicate such actions for the next forever and therefore fashion a MAHVELLOUS tome asap. I was pleased with today, I am happy to report, and there is nothing like the happy brain exhaustion when you know you have delivered yourself of some good work…which I hope is true…leave it with me till I read back what I wrote (morning) and see what I filmed (january!!)
Other than that – the rash is maybe shifting (I know, I know, too much info etc, but we all know about it and many of you have been really helpful, so…) and I have bought proper trainers so the gym walking and running are transformed (I will never again use clapped out footwear!) And for what it’s worth I think a lot of you were there or thereabouts on the money correct saying it might be trauma/stress because of the G passing – she was SUCH a huge part of my life and I will always miss her and that’s gotta turn up physically as well as mentally, eh?…though the new exercise shoes are a whole other level of practical BUT they might never have happened without her going (I’d‘ve felt wasteful throwing out the clapped out ones but NO they HAD TO GO) Still wish she was here…and that’s a feeling that I hope I will always have because it proves how much she meant to me.