jammy! 20 April 2009
I got back to London a little blue yesterday, then had a wondrously bad night’s sleep – probably something to do with the fact that I hadn’t been to bed early for quite a while and during the week in Cork was anywhere between 3am and 5 am each evening after a high energy show. So a mixture of the blues and poor sleep meant that even seeing the great women of Jam and Jerusalem didn’t quite lift the pall (I know, I know, the bleddy cheek of me). However the sun is shining, I got some free wifi which enabled me to reactivate my errant mobile broadband system and it’s time to shed the fug and get (fugging) ON with things. I have a big audition on Wednesday that I have to be off book for so I need to concentrate, learn the effin thing and not mess up (a lot of people are onside for it and want me to do well – not least me as I really want to keep working as regularly as possible this year so that the builders can be paid and the ‘ship’ kept on an even keel – not the easiest of ambitions to be harbouring with the year that’s in it). I am also determined not to put back on the weight I lost during the run of OCTOBER though that is also easier said than done…onwards and onto that upwards slope again – not so much a soaring slope but the one that is hard to climb up…and getting harder by the year….
